Intern But No Intern

Actually I should be going to Internship next sem but ~
But because of my last sem GPA didn't get more than 2.0~
UTAR don't allow me to go for internship next sem~
And all plan gone just like that...
Because I been preparing to intern for so long...
And suddenly all the preparation is just a waste of time~
However, not only me the one who cannot go for intern next sem~
Few of my friends are also not eligible for internship in Oct intake~
So may be this is also good for me as I can accompany them~
But also kinda sad because all of my best friends going to intern except me~
It's a good thing that I not going with them~
I need to get used to the life that without them~

*feeling sick*

Committee For IBT

This should be the first time I join IBT as committee.
And is the third time I join IBT event.
The May intake IBT is the largest IBT in the particular year.
By The Way, IBT is meant by Ice Breaking and Telematch.
Which is station games that we prepare for freshmen of UTAR.
This May intake I have the chance to be a part of this big family.
I'm so glad that I could meet all those awesome people from different courses.
Although we didn't really stay along for a long time.
But it's still a good memories with you guy.
I'll never forget the time we have our meeting even when we all are tired and just to make sure there is no problems for the games.
I really miss those time when we...
Play together...
Eat together...
Sleep together...
Clubbing together...
Karaoke together...
and sending our Chairman to railway station together...
Started to miss you guys already.
Hope we could work for other event in the future...
^_^

I scared, I worried but I just CANT do anything~

This few days I've been going out with IBT gang~

And yesterday me and my friends were chatting about the graduation thingy~

I'm so sad...

Because I know we all just have another 1 year ++ until graduation~

I scared of leaving all of them~

Although I wanna say friend forever or something like that...

But still I know this doesnt mean anything~

I'm happy when I in Kampar~

Because...

I can go out with you all...

We can do crazy things together...

We can just sit at lakeside chit-chat until morning and straight go breakfast...

But in another 1 year++

We will be leaving here...

I know that feeling...

I hate that feeling...

When all of us are so close to each other but still...

We just have to leave each other~

I hate the feeling when all this gonna happen and I just cannot do anything...

I know is too soon to say this but...

I just wanna let you all know that no matter what I will love you all always~

We are best friends forever~ I <3 you all~

FOCUS~~ ^_^

Finished two tough subjects~

Feel a bit release~ 

But still need to focus on another three subject~

Rest for one week then continue to fight~

Fighting~

This is something that i wrote for myself~

No matter how long it takes I will always focus on my goal~

May be you can't accept me~

But I don't need your acceptance~

I'm gonna live my life~

Gambateh neh~~

^_^

Final exam is around the corner...

This semester I have joined a lot of events...

And I know I don't have time for studies...

I have skipped a lot of classes this sem~

Many people told me that you can only choose either event or study~

I don't believe them..

I want to prove to them that I can maintain both study and event...

work hard play hard...

Is time to study again....

Just really hope that I can pass all subjects this semester...

God bless....

Good luck for all Utarian....

I can do it~

We can do it~

Almost 6 months...

Omg~~

I just realise that almost half a year I didn't post anything in my blog...

Guess I don't have any new followers here...

Been busy for few weeks for the helper thingy...

Now still have to rush for the assignments...

And what really pissed me off is the internet connection in my hostel always disconnected...

I don't know when I gonna finish the assignments...

Tonight I'm not going to sleep because I gonna finish all the assignments by tomorrow morning...

Yes!!! I can do it...

Gogogo!!!!

Should I wish her??

I know today is her birthday

But our relationship is so awkward

And I dont know what to do

I still think that we are friend

But that day when she met us 

she pretend like dont know us

And today is her birthday

Impossible that I wanna pretend that I don't know her birthday~

Because I still put her as my FB close friend~

>_<

*Feeling Confused*

Still Friend???

I dont know why suddenly our relationship will become this~

I just really talk what I feel about you~

If this make you sad~

I'm sorry~

But this is the truth~

If you cant accept this~

We cannot do anything~

We just hope that you could change~

I dont know we still friend or not~

I dont know what should i do~

I know we cannot be best friend anymore~

But at least a 'hi bye' friend may be~

Just dont want to be so awkward when we meet~

But I scared to meet you~

Not because I felt guilty~

I dont know what should I do/say when meet you~

Just really wanna know~

ARE WE STILL FRIEND OR NOT??